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[Togusa cringes at the memory, the post had popped up in his vision, he couldn’t figure out how to dismiss it until the damage was done.]

I saw. I- fuck, I was too much of a coward to post. Because what do you say? Cant tell her it’s going to be okay, because it isn’t.

And now James. I could keep it together when I was with him, you know? Figure out a plan, get some food in him, all the little instrumental things.

But once I dropped him off, it all hit me and I just started walking and now I’m here.

I’m not capable of this. I’m not. Help?